One of the things I worry about with this third baby goes beyond the norm. Sure, I worry about its health and if everything will be OK during the delivery but not like I did with TD when everything was so brand new and alien. No, I worry about another round of Post-Partum Depression. I had high hopes after The Comedian was born that I would escape unscathed and for a while it felt like I might. While round two was not nearly as bad as the first go round was with TD it was still there and had to be dealt with and gone through. H and I still had to figure out counseling sessions. I went on medication. I was lucky to have family nearby who understood and was able to help out too. There were still dark moments, feelings of isolation, crying jags … [Read more...]