It was the best of times, it was the worst of times. Actually, maybe it was just the worst of times. The last few weeks have been a roller coaster ride of busy with a capital 'B' at our abode and in the last few days I began to crack. Scary, large, saucer-eyes would appear in my skull as my jaw and fists would simultaneously clench. My body was tired. It hurt and I felt like I had nothing left in me about an hour after waking. By Wednesday afternoon I found myself sobbing randomly and it just continued.People tell me the third kid breaks you, but I just can't wait for the relief that will come at the end of this pregnancy. What? Don't look at me like I don't know what I am talking about, I know it will be a challenge having a third child. … [Read more...]
Bone Ass Tired

I am tired. Bone Tired. I can't understand it. T.D. actually slept through the night sans pacifier. We've gone two days now and counting and it's getting easier. I'll admit that today when she started a meltdown at the grocery store I almost dug out the emergency bink from my purse. I didn't though. I stayed the course. I'm the "decider" you know. Instead I tossed her a McCall's seasoning packet to gnaw on and it was all good. Really. I'm amazed myself. I digress though. Back to me being bone ass tired. Somehow between sleepy time last night and now I feel as if I got hit by a mack truck.I might be that hour and a half long Power Sculpt weight class I took yesterday. Oh yeah. That's right. It seemed only semi-difficult at the time. Ha. I'm not even that sore. I thought my body … [Read more...]